Post Holiday

Lama nya tak update blog. Genap sebulan lebih. Iskh iskh.. huduh perangai. :D
Kembali kepada title pun kite tahu, nak cerita pasal holiday haritu la tuh~.. Bukan kah benda baik perlu dikongsi bersama? :)

Sepanjang percutian, 22nd january-4th february, memang happy sangat- sangat. Tak terkata. Yer la, spend time dengan family and friends. Sape tak happy yer tak? :) Here R some of the photos during the splendid hols. Yang selebihnye bole la dilihat di facebook saya yer :)

At Trafalgar Square.


Hafis at some korean restaurant. The food was nice but expensive tho.


Big Ben.


Buckingham Palace.


Hafis yang pervert kat Madame Tussards. Haha..actually im the one who asked him to do that. LOL.

Madame Tussards.

Us with Shrek.

Me and erm i dont really know his name.

This one in Dublin, our-must-have-photo.

Ekin and me at erm Something-something Park?

All the birds from trafalgar square have flown here. :p

Me, kakak and ekin otw to kildare village. SHOPPING SPREE!

Me, Hafis and Kakak after 1st round of shopping at kildare village. Owh we soo love Ralph Laurens.

Meet MJ. ;p We rented a car to go sightseeing and shopping! weee

Me and my two bodyguard. LOL.


Kakak and Ekin kat tepi laut mana tah. BEAUTIFUL!

Them with the car. Actually nak cuba the new C-class but rupanya dia bagi the old one. Hampa jugak la.


Lunch at kak DD's. Superb best. Kakak tak join because she was sick.


Boria. My birthday present from Hafis. Thanks Aby ;) Nak sangat la kan baju samaaa..
Thanks kakak for the lovely watch. Upclose photo takde. Later kalo rajin i'll upload.


Thanks ma and dad for the lovely birthday gift! Adik suka!!!
LOVE LOVE.


Conclusion: MEMANG PERCUTIAN YANG AMAT MENYERONOKKAN!!! JOM PERGI LAGI!

All grown up.

For the past few days i've been thinking alot about life. How my life changed for the past few years. I mean, im practically wiser now, i can think about whats best for me, and what should i do in order to be happy, but somehow..there are things that i cant seem to understand.

Example. We are erm wat.. 24? 25? According to my parents, at that age we are suppose to atleast think about getting married or atleast engaged. Hmm ..i honestly think thats a little bit old fashion. (sorry ma n dad).

To me, getting married does not depend on age. Semua kan terletak di tangan Nya. Jodoh pertemuan di tangan Tuhan. Allah swt dah tulis pasangan-pasangan kita sejak kite lahir lagi, cuma nak jumpa tu maybe la ade yang awal, ade yang lambat. Ofcourse i understand ibu-ibu and bapa-bapa want their child to get married ASAP untuk mengelakkan maksiat. Betul tuh. Saya sokong 100%.
But bukan ke if we want to get married pun, there are few syarat in Islam. If tak mampu, we cant force ourselves, unless parents nak support. But macam salah je tuh. Dah kahwin kena la support family sendiri, why nak susahkan parents. :D..
But like i said before, ape-ape pun keputusan terletak di tangan Nya. Try to run pun ,sure end up together.

So, why is it this topic suddently came up to me?

• i had a dream of getting married. (noooooo)
• ada orang melamar ke.. (double noooo)
• baru balik dari majlis perkahwinan?...(ahahahahahaha.Im in ukraine, sape punya majlis perkahwinan i wanna go?)
  
• my mum is forcing me to get married. (my mum is super cool, eventho she wants me to get married she will never force me into doing something i dont like.Besides, she wants me to finish my study first,hense undertands that im getting married later than the age she suggested. I love u ma )
  
• someone close to me is getting married. ( yer betul! 118 markah untuk kita.)

Yes you.. u know who u are. Im happy for u dear. Im excited and nervous at the same time. Thanks to you, now i have something big to think of for my future. :p Wishing u a happy life ahead with your hubby by ur side. From the look of his, i know he's a great guy for u. I know that things are going to be different from now on. No more calling whenever i like for a mamak session at Mohsein. No more kidnapping u just to go out and watch movies. No more us girls having girls night out. Owh my gee.. banyak nye benda akan berubah!!!! arghhhhh! But understood. We ( the rest) will undergo the same thing sooner or later. We just have to accept the fact that one of our dearly beloved now has a new life which also includes us ofcourse, but everything has a limit.

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Its january 9 . 2 months to go. Gambate bride-to-be!




Tiba-tibe letak gambar ni kan memandangkan nak celebrate mood perkahwinan ko.


Sambil-sambil tu hint baik punyer untuk lagi 2tahun. ;)

Happy Birthday

31st december 2009 - My birthday!

had a surprise party by beloved housemates. Thanks Ogy, Rinish, Sham & Janu!



Food yang terlampau banyak boleh last for 1week tak payah nak masak just have to heat it up je.





The must have birthday cake! Sedap gile yo!




The new year countdown.





Gambar gedik-wajib-ade dengan baju birthday yang dibeli 1bulan sebelum sebab tengah discount khas untuk dipakai di hari ini.





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Birthday wish yang sangat sweet and banyak dari kawan..

here's some of it...

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Liszie Lisz "Me without you is only half a heart! You two complete me! When worst comes to worst...my girl alwiz come first!!!! HaPpY BiRtHdAy My BaBy BuTtErCuP!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! "
heppi new year!!!wish i culd clebrate wif u now,huhuhuhu

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Niellie Khalid ye laaa...2nd time wish..tp xde menari2 dlm webcam ok?!

happy birthday!! ko dh tua..tp aku tetap syg kt ko..muaksx!!!!

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Hafis Zakeria happy birthday ayg moga bam2 selalu n murah rezeki.. al fatihah juga untuk arwah opah

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Marsh Mash HaPpy buFDAY TO U!HAppy BUFDday to u...happy bufday to my dear ERIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haPPY BUFdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooooooooooooooo UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!May Allah bless u=)ENJOY K!

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Farah Hanim syg!happy bday!saaayang kt ko!

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Diyana Asfian happy birthday zul!!! sayang ko!! :) ♥ ~

( arrow-arrow tu menunjukkan bahagian yang banyak lemak dan perlu dikurangkan)


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Hifza Rahimah Ibrahim oh zolum...HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!Have fun on your special day!!!rindu ko byk laut pls!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Hafeez Hillmin HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SYG KO WAHAI ADIK KU JAUH DI SINUN! MUAH MUAH!

(dua kali wish tuh.)

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Doña Alejandra Happy Birthday Zullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll !!! Sempena hari jadi ko yg ke-24 ni, aku berdoa agar kau dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahi rezeki yg berlimpah2 seperti molekul2 air di dalam laut yg dipenuhi ikan..Miss you darling ! xoxo

(sumpah comel gile k gmbr nih.)
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Cik Muda Shazaliza Azlin Zul sygness...aku dh cuba menahan mata dr tertido. Apa yg terjadi ialah dr kol 8pm td dh 2X aku terlelap. Sekarang ni aku sudah tak tertahan lagi n harus tido. So....before that I wanna wish u a very happy birthday n happy new year!!! Hopefully the new age n new year will bring u many many of happiness n joy. Luv yah

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Arinak Aniaa OITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....happy birthday sayanggggg...ur older now.muahahahah

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THANK YOU SEMUA. ;)

Im A Girl

8 days ago hari jadi ku. Serious la. Tak tipu. Tak percaya pergi cek ic ok. Owh wait, jangan cek, nanti korang ingat aku curi ic mamat hensem mana pulak.

For those who knows me since school, u guys surely remember how i used to look like. If tak ingat, here's a clue, 'short hair,boy cut', specs ala-ala harry potter with gold coloured frame. HAHA. Nak bagi lagi clue, 'gigi besi' atau dalam bahasa moden sekarang orang panggil bracess. ( sakit dowh pakai benda tuh,sila jangan pakai awal-awal if u cannot jaga ur retainer, nanti gigi gerak balik macam sebelum pakai bracess) =.=' ..haha.

Sambung balik cerita di atas, ingat tak rupa budak bernama Zul-Azurin Zulkefly tu masa di kerusi sekolah? Kalau tak ingat, tengok gambar bawah ni, kalau ingat tutup mata dan scroll down laju2.

haha.Amek ko. Ni masa dengan my bestie Dona Alejandra. Spec disangkut ye di baju untuk menampakkan diri lebih 'hensem'(masa tu la kan). Nampak tak gigi besi tu? tak nampak? nak nampak save gambar tu pastu zoom ok( cara kuno). Cara moden boleh tekan key ape tah, tak ingat.Sorry la, buta IT sikit.

Dah terlanjur letak gambar lama. Ape kata letak semua je gambar lama kan? From baby to kindergarten, to primary school , to secondary school, to matrix to university life to current look.

*Geledah-geledah laptop cari gambar*

This is when im erm 4? On the right. Ternganga-ternganga..masuk lalat karang baru tau.
(ibu slalu cakap camtu) >.<.. btw kakak, cool shoes. ahahaha

**SOME HOW I CANT SEEM TO FIND ANY PHOTOS OF ME DURING MY KINDERGARTEN YEARS..hmmm..***

moving on...

This one in standard 6. Qiamulail.Rajin oo..( me at far left)
tudung hitam Sallehuddin tepi dia Shuhana,tepi lagi Suraya.
Rindu korang.



Sal & Me with bracess and short boy cut hair.LOL. Form 4 kot.Masa ni seluar nak baggy je.



AHAHAHAHA..nak gelak guling-guling dulu before comment gambar nih.Bole teka la kan yang mana daku. LOL. Lengan baju skolah wajib berlipat sampai ke siku. And ianya mestilah tidak kurang dari 5cm besar nye lipatan itu. **zaman tak berapa nak perempuan ku**



No no..im not the fair pretty one laaaa.. **blush-blush** im the one in that MASAM face. T_T
form 5.



This picture basicly lepas habis matrix. Dah pakai tudung Alhamdulillah. Takde siapa paksa, memang sendiri nak pakai.Tudung maroon yooo..1st time nak pegi belajo jauh-jauh kat bumi ukraine yang suhu sentiasa di bawah takat beku, sebelum ni dok bawah ketiak ibu je . hehe ;D So ramai la kan datang hantar, ajak satu kampung. Ramai lagi sebenarnye tuh, tapi diorg camera shy. Besties ramai hantar jugak. Mata bengkak msa ni. Adegan nangis beramai-ramai kat airport, terharu please.Nadia, Shaz, Farah, Nizar, Feez, Sal, Hifza,Aaina korang ingat kan?..huhu..And owh, masa ni arwah opah ada lagi ^_^,
Al-fatihah.


Im sure korang ingat gambar nih. Masa summer hols 2years back. Di mulakan dengan Aaina basah kuyup sebab hujan mintak pinjam baju dariku..to Aaina (again) with Shaz kipaskan bbq. Hebat mengipas diorang nih. To kitorang amazed kat sugarglider Sal yang duduk kat you-know-where.To makan sumpah kenyang tak hengat dunia, to the must have photo session. ;) Mum, dad, lop and Mira were there too, we had LOTS of fun kan korang!



Notice the difference dari kecik macam jantan to besar sikit yang ade la perempuan sikit to besar lagi and balik macam jantan to perempuan banyak to....


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Im a girl. AWW...


Thanks to those who helped me along the way to maturity and keperempuanan.
I am who i am today is because of you guys
the one in matrix, Wanie, Supin, Neesa and the geng.
The group of besties (Nayya,Sal,Hifza,Shaz,Aaina,Farah,Feez,Azam,Hafiz,Nizar,Marsh) who has always been with me, whenever im sad, whenever im wrong, whenever im happy and grew up with me eventhough im not near to perfect and to accept me just the way i am.
My close friends in Uni, Nis, Lisz, Shie, Hanisah, D. Korang memang hebat.
Last but not least, my beloved family members yang sentiasa akan sokong ape jua saya mau buat. Nak jadi Doctor? silakan.. nak jadi engineer..silakan.. nak minum milo 3teko sehari..silakan...tak mahu pegi kelas? sure.. tapi must study hard. ;p..

love love love all.

Thank you. (^_^,)

Summary of 2009

Hye all, its been a while eyh.. kejap jer rasanya masa berlalu. Macam baru je aritu 1st january 2009 and now, its already 25th december 2009! Anyway, i would like to wish merry christmas to those who celebrates it. Dalam bahasa melayu nye Selamat Hari Natal! ;)

Lets start of with the summary of 2009. Kire postmortem 2009 la kan. A lot has happen through out the year, and i mean A LOT! Cam biasa, life ade UPs and DOWNs. Macam ROLLERCOASTER. Serious tak tipu. Beginning of 2009 was HARD for me. For those in Lugansk who sees me smiling all the way, dont be fooled by me ok. Im very-very good in hiding my own feelings. Unless i cant bear it anymore, then for sure i'll burst into tears, and to overcome it, i'll go straight to BED. Bile bangun, wah, macam takde pape jadi je. NICE~.. lol. But not all is bad at the beginning of 2009. In relationship with Hafis Zakeria least the burden im having. Even if im down, altho he doesnt know a single thing, makes me feel somehow happy when he's asking u ok tak? buat ape today? tak rindu i? dah makan ke belum?. hehehe..

In Feb 2009, life seems better! Got solution to my probs alhamdulillah. Lega sangat. :) Good things came one after another. Had a family trip to Paris in March 2009. And yeahhhhhhh... it was splendid! Its been a while since i had my last family trip that time ( when it is all complete,non family member left behind). I sooo wanna go Paris again insyaALLAH if ade rezeki. Amin. April: not much different from March cos i was on hols for almost a month with my family and to sum the month up, april was GREAT.

May: Back to busy life in ukraine, plus masa tu dah nak balik msia. lagi la sangat-sangat busy kan. Kejar sana, kejar sni. Kena marah dengan my sis sebab beli ticket lambat. Kelam kabut cari ticket to join my peep for perhentian trip. Pergh. Tension! Tick tock tick tock, dah smpai msa nak balik malaysia. Balik ikot London, lepak la dengan wa kejap, masa tu kenal Adam, yang pada masa tu belum lagi melamar Wa jadi gf dia. Best la jugak walaupun tinggal sana 3hari je. Siap sempat pegi anime expo tuh! Tangkap gambar banyak. Cam biasa la kan. Erin kan camwhore. :D
Bile dah sampai malaysia rasa macam nak sujud syukur there and then jugak. AAAAAHHH malaysia sangat la best. Keluar nampak muka ibu , Mira and Lop. Sejuk hati tengok muka ibu, agak-agak ibu sejuk hati tak tengok anak dia yang nakal ni? (>.<). Batista ku ( dalam post sebelum ini dikenali sebagai The Rock tapi nak tukar sebab Hafeez dah amik nama The Rock tu dari dulu) call Mira berkali-kali rupanya sebelum ni sebab nak tau ku dah sampai ke belum. Terharu la jugak. sob sob. K dah ilang terharu. End of May pergi perhentian YO. Best gile. Gile pun tak best camtu. Maybe sebab tak pernah pegi hols dengan kawan-kawan kot. Tu sebab jadi jakun. HAHA

Bila dah bulan JUNE, cam makin best je life aku. Dok kuar dengan family,kawan-kawan karib ku dan Batista. huish. Seronok. Puas hati balik tahun ni. Kasih sayang serba cukup orang cakap. July and august pun sama je macam jun. Seronok and makin best. Siap pergi Cameron dengan kawan-kawan karib plus Batista. Two thumbs up dalam bahasa orang putih. Bahasa orang itam dua ibu jari naik. Selain tu macam biasa la, kena kerja jaga restaurant ibu. Bosan dan penat gile. Tapi takpe, ade gaji. Dapat gaji pegi joli :D

September bulan yang saya mahu ingat sampai bile-bile. SEBAB? sebab dah 5tahun tak beraya kat malaysia, tapi tahun ni berjaya! Siap burn tiket kapal terobang and beli tiket baru untuk balik ukraine.YAHOO! terima kasih ibu dan ayah. Jasamu dikenang sampai bile-bile. Seronok yoo balik kampung makan rendang, nasi impit, ketupat, kuih muih dan macam-macam lagi tapi tak bole disebut disini sebab sekarang pun air liur dah meleleh. Akhir september, terpaksa pulang ke negara tandus yang bernama Ukraine ni. Ok la.. takde la tandus, kurang maju je la. Sedih hati ini. Ibu macam biasa, tiap-tiap tahun menghantarku, sure banjir. Tapi tahun ini lain sedikit dari tahun-tahun sudah, sebab ade orang join pulak banjir. Cube teka sape? Tak dapat teka kan? Batista nangis. shheeeeisshhh..badan besar 5kali ganda pun nangis juga rupanya. hehe. GURAU.

Baru sampai october ke? apesal lembab sangat aku tulis ni? well october dah balik ukraine. Hidup kembali seperti pelajar-pelajar lain di sini, iaitu mendownload banyak-banyak sebab internet super laju. Bosan jugak. Mulai rindu family , dan rakan-rakan. November sama je macam october. Balik bercinta melalui webcam je. (=.=)

Atlast, december. Bulan ni aku paling cinta. Anniversary, senow dalam bahasa malay salji, hari lahir ku yang bakal datang. OWH gembira. Disamping dok ditinggalkan family tersayang. Mereka dok berjalan-jalan merata-rata je. Jeles sikit la. Sikit je. Serious tak tipu. Tambah pula kakak balik malaysia, dapat spend time dengan keluarga. Tapi yang itu tak bole nak jeles, sebab diri sendiri dah merasa balik lama, kakak balik 3minggu saje. So itu tak bole jeles.

So tu je kot dapat ku simpul kan untuk tahun ini. 2009 best walaupun ade naik ade turun. Itu lah kehidupan. Semoga hidup lebih berkat dan bahagia pada tahun-tahun akan datang. Amin.

Insomnia

I cant sleep. Well maybe bukan insomnia. Sebab dah tido 2jam td kot. Terjaga pulak sebab lisz call. Im feeling down today. I made a silly stupid mistakes again and again. I know i shouldnt do that, tapi tak sengaja. Erin berubah la. Kata-kata seseorg memainkan peranan penting. Macam org kata "KERANA MULUT BDN BINASA".

Dah biasa sangat cakap macam lelaki, main sebut je ape nak sebut, tak pikir dulu sebelum berkata, korg jangan la buat k. Aku nyesal. Memamg aku selalu berkata2 tanpa berfikir panjang. Tak mature langsung. Sangat la childish. Berubah la Erin, hari ni ko berjaya mengecilkan hati org yang ko sayang sangat-sangat. Ko bertuah kerana memiliki dia di samping mu dan dapat menerima mu seadanya. Apa lagi yang ko nak. Keluarga tersayang ade, kawan-kawan rapat yg best ade, boyfriend pun ade. Jaga la elok-elok. Kata-kata yg keluar perlu ditapis. Dia memiliki hati dan perasaan juga. Aku tahu aku salah. Aku tak mahu ulang lagi.

Ya ALLAH ya Tuhan ku. KAU berikan la bimbingan terhadap hamba MU yang lemah ini. Sesungguhnya semua manusia diciptakan tidak sempurna semuanya bersebab. Supaya bila kite buat salah, kite sentiasa akan mengingati NYA yang Maha Esa.

Im Sorry

Today 27th october 2009

Yesterday is history, Tomorrow a mystery, Today is a gift, That's why it's called the present. ;p

Today is a new day. Had a chat with shaz early in the morning and she was giving me diet tips. Well ofcourse takkan nak kedekot ilmu kan, i shall share it with all of u jugak. so here's the link http://shedsomeweight.blogspot.com/ . Started my new diet today. The 800-1000 cal per day diet. Hehe. Hope everything goes well. Amin.