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Saturday, January 9, 2010

All grown up.

For the past few days i've been thinking alot about life. How my life changed for the past few years. I mean, im practically wiser now, i can think about whats best for me, and what should i do in order to be happy, but somehow..there are things that i cant seem to understand.

Example. We are erm wat.. 24? 25? According to my parents, at that age we are suppose to atleast think about getting married or atleast engaged. Hmm ..i honestly think thats a little bit old fashion. (sorry ma n dad).


To me, getting married does not depend on age. Semua kan terletak di tangan Nya. Jodoh pertemuan di tangan Tuhan. Allah swt dah tulis pasangan-pasangan kita sejak kite lahir lagi, cuma nak jumpa tu maybe la ade yang awal, ade yang lambat. Ofcourse i understand ibu-ibu and bapa-bapa want their child to get married ASAP untuk mengelakkan maksiat. Betul tuh. Saya sokong 100%.
But bukan ke if we want to get married pun, there are few syarat in Islam. If tak mampu, we cant force ourselves, unless parents nak support. But macam salah je tuh. Dah kahwin kena la support family sendiri, why nak susahkan parents. :D..
But like i said before, ape-ape pun keputusan terletak di tangan Nya. Try to run pun ,sure end up together.


So, why is it this topic suddently came up to me?
  • i had a dream of getting married. (noooooo)
  • ada orang melamar ke.. (double noooo)
  • baru balik dari majlis perkahwinan?...(ahahahahahaha.Im in ukraine, sape punya majlis perkahwinan i wanna go?)
  • my mum is forcing me to get married. (my mum is super cool, eventho she wants me to get married she will never force me into doing something i dont like.Besides, she wants me to finish my study first,hense undertands that im getting married later than the age she suggested. I love u ma )
  • someone close to me is getting married. ( yer betul! 118 markah untuk kita.)

Yes you.. u know who u are. Im happy for u dear. Im excited and nervous at the same time. Thanks to you, now i have something big to think of for my future. :p Wishing u a happy life ahead with your hubby by ur side. From the look of his, i know he's a great guy for u. I know that things are going to be different from now on. No more calling whenever i like for a mamak session at Mohsein. No more kidnapping u just to go out and watch movies. No more us girls having girls night out. Owh my gee.. banyak nye benda akan berubah!!!! arghhhhh! But understood. We ( the rest) will undergo the same thing sooner or later. We just have to accept the fact that one of our dearly beloved now has a new life which also includes us ofcourse, but everything has a limit.

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Its january 9 . 2 months to go. Gambate bride-to-be!




Tiba-tibe letak gambar ni kan memandangkan nak celebrate mood perkahwinan ko.


Sambil-sambil tu hint baik punyer untuk lagi 2tahun. ;)

Friday, January 8, 2010

Happy Birthday

31st december 2009 - My birthday!

had a surprise party by beloved housemates. Thanks Ogy, Rinish, Sham & Janu!



Food yang terlampau banyak boleh last for 1week tak payah nak masak just have to heat it up je.






The must have birthday cake! Sedap gile yo!




The new year countdown.





Gambar gedik-wajib-ade dengan baju birthday yang dibeli 1bulan sebelum sebab tengah discount khas untuk dipakai di hari ini.





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Birthday wish yang sangat sweet and banyak dari kawan..

here's some of it...

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Liszie Lisz "Me without you is only half a heart! You two complete me! When worst comes to worst...my girl alwiz come first!!!! HaPpY BiRtHdAy My BaBy BuTtErCuP!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! "
heppi new year!!!wish i culd clebrate wif u now,huhuhuhu

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Niellie Khalid ye laaa...2nd time wish..tp xde menari2 dlm webcam ok?!

happy birthday!! ko dh tua..tp aku tetap syg kt ko..muaksx!!!!


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Hafis Zakeria happy birthday ayg moga bam2 selalu n murah rezeki.. al fatihah juga untuk arwah opah

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Marsh Mash HaPpy buFDAY TO U!HAppy BUFDday to u...happy bufday to my dear ERIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haPPY BUFdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tooooooooooooooooooooooooo UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!May Allah bless u=)ENJOY K!


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Farah Hanim syg!happy bday!saaayang kt ko!


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Diyana Asfian happy birthday zul!!! sayang ko!! :) ♥ ~

( arrow-arrow tu menunjukkan bahagian yang banyak lemak dan perlu dikurangkan)


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Hifza Rahimah Ibrahim oh zolum...HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!Have fun on your special day!!!rindu ko byk laut pls!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


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Hafeez Hillmin HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SYG KO WAHAI ADIK KU JAUH DI SINUN! MUAH MUAH!

(dua kali wish tuh.)

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Doña Alejandra Happy Birthday Zullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll !!! Sempena hari jadi ko yg ke-24 ni, aku berdoa agar kau dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahi rezeki yg berlimpah2 seperti molekul2 air di dalam laut yg dipenuhi ikan..Miss you darling ! xoxo

(sumpah comel gile k gmbr nih.)
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Cik Muda Shazaliza Azlin Zul sygness...aku dh cuba menahan mata dr tertido. Apa yg terjadi ialah dr kol 8pm td dh 2X aku terlelap. Sekarang ni aku sudah tak tertahan lagi n harus tido. So....before that I wanna wish u a very happy birthday n happy new year!!! Hopefully the new age n new year will bring u many many of happiness n joy. Luv yah


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Arinak Aniaa OITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.....happy birthday sayanggggg...ur older now.muahahahah


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THANK YOU SEMUA. ;)

Im A Girl

8 days ago hari jadi ku. Serious la. Tak tipu. Tak percaya pergi cek ic ok. Owh wait, jangan cek, nanti korang ingat aku curi ic mamat hensem mana pulak.

For those who knows me since school, u guys surely remember how i used to look like. If tak ingat, here's a clue, 'short hair,boy cut', specs ala-ala harry potter with gold coloured frame. HAHA. Nak bagi lagi clue, 'gigi besi' atau dalam bahasa moden sekarang orang panggil bracess. ( sakit dowh pakai benda tuh,sila jangan pakai awal-awal if u cannot jaga ur retainer, nanti gigi gerak balik macam sebelum pakai bracess) =.=' ..haha.

Sambung balik cerita di atas, ingat tak rupa budak bernama Zul-Azurin Zulkefly tu masa di kerusi sekolah? Kalau tak ingat, tengok gambar bawah ni, kalau ingat tutup mata dan scroll down laju2.


haha.Amek ko. Ni masa dengan my bestie Dona Alejandra. Spec disangkut ye di baju untuk menampakkan diri lebih 'hensem'(masa tu la kan). Nampak tak gigi besi tu? tak nampak? nak nampak save gambar tu pastu zoom ok( cara kuno). Cara moden boleh tekan key ape tah, tak ingat.Sorry la, buta IT sikit.

Dah terlanjur letak gambar lama. Ape kata letak semua je gambar lama kan? From baby to kindergarten, to primary school , to secondary school, to matrix to university life to current look.

*Geledah-geledah laptop cari gambar*


This is when im erm 4? On the right. Ternganga-ternganga..masuk lalat karang baru tau.
(ibu slalu cakap camtu) >.<.. btw kakak, cool shoes. ahahaha
**SOME HOW I CANT SEEM TO FIND ANY PHOTOS OF ME DURING MY KINDERGARTEN YEARS..hmmm..***

moving on...


This one in standard 6. Qiamulail.Rajin oo..( me at far left)
tudung hitam Sallehuddin tepi dia Shuhana,tepi lagi Suraya.
Rindu korang.



Sal & Me with bracess and short boy cut hair.LOL. Form 4 kot.Masa ni seluar nak baggy je.



AHAHAHAHA..nak gelak guling-guling dulu before comment gambar nih.Bole teka la kan yang mana daku. LOL. Lengan baju skolah wajib berlipat sampai ke siku. And ianya mestilah tidak kurang dari 5cm besar nye lipatan itu. **zaman tak berapa nak perempuan ku**



No no..im not the fair pretty one laaaa.. **blush-blush** im the one in that MASAM face. T_T
form 5.



This picture basicly lepas habis matrix. Dah pakai tudung Alhamdulillah. Takde siapa paksa, memang sendiri nak pakai.Tudung maroon yooo..1st time nak pegi belajo jauh-jauh kat bumi ukraine yang suhu sentiasa di bawah takat beku, sebelum ni dok bawah ketiak ibu je . hehe ;D So ramai la kan datang hantar, ajak satu kampung. Ramai lagi sebenarnye tuh, tapi diorg camera shy. Besties ramai hantar jugak. Mata bengkak msa ni. Adegan nangis beramai-ramai kat airport, terharu please.Nadia, Shaz, Farah, Nizar, Feez, Sal, Hifza,Aaina korang ingat kan?..huhu..And owh, masa ni arwah opah ada lagi ^_^,
Al-fatihah.


Im sure korang ingat gambar nih. Masa summer hols 2years back. Di mulakan dengan Aaina basah kuyup sebab hujan mintak pinjam baju dariku..to Aaina (again) with Shaz kipaskan bbq. Hebat mengipas diorang nih. To kitorang amazed kat sugarglider Sal yang duduk kat you-know-where.To makan sumpah kenyang tak hengat dunia, to the must have photo session. ;) Mum, dad, lop and Mira were there too, we had LOTS of fun kan korang!



Notice the difference dari kecik macam jantan to besar sikit yang ade la perempuan sikit to besar lagi and balik macam jantan to perempuan banyak to....


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Im a girl. AWW...


Thanks to those who helped me along the way to maturity and keperempuanan.
I am who i am today is because of you guys
the one in matrix, Wanie, Supin, Neesa and the geng.
The group of besties (Nayya,Sal,Hifza,Shaz,Aaina,Farah,Feez,Azam,Hafiz,Nizar,Marsh) who has always been with me, whenever im sad, whenever im wrong, whenever im happy and grew up with me eventhough im not near to perfect and to accept me just the way i am.
My close friends in Uni, Nis, Lisz, Shie, Hanisah, D. Korang memang hebat.
Last but not least, my beloved family members yang sentiasa akan sokong ape jua saya mau buat. Nak jadi Doctor? silakan.. nak jadi engineer..silakan.. nak minum milo 3teko sehari..silakan...tak mahu pegi kelas? sure.. tapi must study hard. ;p..

love love love all.

Thank you. (^_^,)